Do...dooo,ddoo it's nowww or never!

What if we can do anything we want? how would that feel? like you are the most important person on earth... but is that capable? ... maybe in time , make with luck, make you will make it... but how? is the question we all ask ourselves ? it's something we discover in time.. time is the answer to all our problems....




"Feel the danger ahead of us !
be always sober , the danger
is in front of you any time.
It will struck, it will attack.
Sending shiver in you heart.
Lovely hollows start to walk
I awaken them from the dead.

Think of this like it's not right
Make a decision while you still can;
Go for it, make your number now
Show the world who you really are...
Don't waste your talent in concrete walls
Share it with the rest of the world."


After writing this poem i thought about this title"Closer to the edge" .... yes! 30 Seconds To Mars...
Enjoy!

Remember....

We all had moment when we listen to a certain song and got power to face all our problems in that moment...as i was listening to this song i remembered that it used to be a part of me once... but in time i descover a lot of songs that can describe me... this is one of my oldest let's say ... not the oldest one.... and the last i can say Hurricane...


I'll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
'cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you

moments....

there are moments in life when you are important to someone... Everbody is important for someone else but the most werid question is "for who"? this answer can not be descovered when we want only in time... It's a question of time .... Feeling this way is what counts the most we feel loved ... We have moments when we feel alone and lost ...lost in space and in time... What we need more are friends... Real friends...but how do we find them?..... This will remain a paradox for me.... I wish to find this answer one day.......

Backgrounds...

"If i can do something now i would probably make a new fresh start... once all i had in mind was just a dream ,now...this became reality. The difference is that in your mind you can actually play with your characters and to whatever you want, you are "there God", but in reality you have to play by life's rules. We all want something to believe in that is what makes us stronger . But the question if will we ever have what we wish for?... is it even possible? In general yes because you don't know what life has planed for you. I wish i had been one of my characters in the story this way i could write what i wanted about them...But it seems i can't be, i'm the only one who can tell their story...

A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world."
Oscar Wilde

Mda.... este unul din citatele care mi se potriveste ... nici nu trebuie sa mai explic acest citat daca il citesti cu atentie descoperi intelesul.. da un visator este patruns de noapte dar este omorat de lumina de rasarit... rasaritul semnifica realitatea... ceva in genul WAAAKEE UP!!! Speranta oricarui visator e ca intr o zi sa gaseasca puterea de a putea rezista in lumina..

"We turn to the dark side,
And cover the moonlight shadow
There is a hope for all of us
Wake up, embrace your fears and sorrows !"

time has come ...

time has come to make a change
deliver me into my fate
Along with a empty bottle i waste my days
shivers running in my veins.
time has come so stay alive
nature doesn't want me on it's side
i'm playing with my own destiny
still living by old habits .
Erase every last piece of my memory
making new ones it's not that easy
time has come to make a change
and i'm not ready,so i'm running away,
leaving all my fears in a closed cave
which will never be opened again

Time has come to make a change
i've made a decision... now...it's to late....