moments....

there are moments in life when you are important to someone... Everbody is important for someone else but the most werid question is "for who"? this answer can not be descovered when we want only in time... It's a question of time .... Feeling this way is what counts the most we feel loved ... We have moments when we feel alone and lost ...lost in space and in time... What we need more are friends... Real friends...but how do we find them?..... This will remain a paradox for me.... I wish to find this answer one day.......

Backgrounds...

"If i can do something now i would probably make a new fresh start... once all i had in mind was just a dream ,now...this became reality. The difference is that in your mind you can actually play with your characters and to whatever you want, you are "there God", but in reality you have to play by life's rules. We all want something to believe in that is what makes us stronger . But the question if will we ever have what we wish for?... is it even possible? In general yes because you don't know what life has planed for you. I wish i had been one of my characters in the story this way i could write what i wanted about them...But it seems i can't be, i'm the only one who can tell their story...

A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world."
Oscar Wilde

Mda.... este unul din citatele care mi se potriveste ... nici nu trebuie sa mai explic acest citat daca il citesti cu atentie descoperi intelesul.. da un visator este patruns de noapte dar este omorat de lumina de rasarit... rasaritul semnifica realitatea... ceva in genul WAAAKEE UP!!! Speranta oricarui visator e ca intr o zi sa gaseasca puterea de a putea rezista in lumina..

"We turn to the dark side,
And cover the moonlight shadow
There is a hope for all of us
Wake up, embrace your fears and sorrows !"

time has come ...

time has come to make a change
deliver me into my fate
Along with a empty bottle i waste my days
shivers running in my veins.
time has come so stay alive
nature doesn't want me on it's side
i'm playing with my own destiny
still living by old habits .
Erase every last piece of my memory
making new ones it's not that easy
time has come to make a change
and i'm not ready,so i'm running away,
leaving all my fears in a closed cave
which will never be opened again

Time has come to make a change
i've made a decision... now...it's to late....

music part 3(german)!

Helloooo,

Dupa cum se vede in titlu in acest post voi posta numai melodii in germana sau formatii din Germania... imi aduce aminte de perioada in care aveam o pasiune pentru Germania , cand ascultam muzica in germana, filme, documentare, chiar incercam sa invat limba dupa niste cursuri audio.

A trip to Cluj!

A new adventure has awaken
But you my friend are stoned
Someone will send you an angel
Rest in peace and forever gone!

Mda... in ciuda scopului acestei calatori,a fost frumos, destul de interesant , tinand cont ca am fost o singura data si acum mult timp. A fost mai cald decat ma asteptam , poate chiar mai cald ca in Craiova cand am plecat. Drumul infernal de lung 9 ore cu trenul este egal cu o calatorie in iad mai ales cand esti nedormit dar am trecut si peste asta.
Orasul este superb, nu am apucat sa fac foarte multe poze, dupa cum am spus scopul nu a fost acela de a vizita orasul, dar am ales sa fac acest lucru daca tot am facut 450 de km ...

music part 2:D

Music part 2....

Goodbye!

As we walk towards the light
Danger is ahead of us,in the shadow
Along with the forces of evil
Across a tunnel without any egression.
I keep in mind a though, a picture
Of us together of those endless moments
You are my morphine,my only hope
Help me find my way towards the sun.

The secret is written with blood
the sacrifice we had made was not enough
i need to stay alive and to confront the sun
those bad memories will be forever gone.
I see myself behind this action
As i walk towards my destiny
That will make me feel alive
Getting nothing ,not even more time!
the time has come to say goodbye!
so now you have to say goodbye!

goodbye..goodbyeee!!

film!

Mr.Nobody

Un băiat stă pe peronul unei gări. Trenul va pleca în curând. Să plece cu mama lui sau să rămână cu tatăl? Nenumărate posibile vieţi depind de decizia lui. Atâta timp cât nu ia niciuna, orice este posibil. Fiecare viaţă merită să fie trăită.

Regia:Jaco Van Dormael
Cu:Jared Leto, Sarah Polley, Diane Kruger
Gen film:Dramă,Fantastic,Romantic,SF

something to relax....

Hellloooo,
Azi am sa postez cateva melodii pe care le-am ascultat in ultimul timp unele din ele sunt cunoscute de mult timp insa nu le-am mai ascultat altele doar ce le-am descoperit... in playlistul de azi includem formatii precum: Alice in chains,30 seconds to mars, Soundgarden, Audioslave, Nine inch nails, Rammtein, etc... vedem pe parcurs si altele...
In acest post am sa pun doar cateva din melodiile ascultate in ultimul timp restu le gasiti pe youtube le am puse in playlist:

http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL5A3844E8D9D2FC54
http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL2D489902F2B39C89
http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL41B385FCBBF21966
http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3A84732676749450
http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLD3F8AB51A7B2C412
http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL30553E1737702479

Timpul...

In departarea ce ma asteapta apare un raspuns
Ceasul bate, timpul e pierdut ,
Caut momentul fericirii absolute insa nu-l gasesc
Clipa trece repede,de ea eu ma feresc.
Meditez asupra unei intrebari fara raspuns,
Praradoxal lumea dispare ca prin fum,
In departare vad ceata,trebuie sa inaintez
Riscul de a ramane blocat mi'l asum pe veci.

O laura aparte al vietii mele rasare,
Ca un soare nevazut de lumea fara zare,
Nu caut absolutul,de el ma'ndepartez,
Doar ideea de a patrunde in al noualea cer.
Idea ma incanta,timpul este pierdut,
Salvez tot ce se mai poate salva
Pana nu va fi prea tarziu.
Atat de tarziut incat totul va fi pierdut.

o raza, o lumina....

momente de speranta , in noapte eu astept
o lumina vaga se observa in departare
oare sa fie cunoasterea sau e trecatoare?
incep sa patrund in intunericul absurd
din suflet eu culeg tot ce e mai bland
nu caut fericirea,astept ca ea sa vina
imposibilul apare, mai stau aman o clipa.

Dispar sub semnul intunericului ,
cautand un loc departe de lume,
astept ca ziua sa treaca si sa dispara
dar puterea noptii e mult mai puternica.
astept cu nerabdare , o urma de speranta,
astept...
patrund...

un raspuns.....
un cuvant...

o raza ,o lumina......

Clipa..

Un lucru intruchipat intr-un necunoscut tinut,
Apare ca o umbra ,ne bantuie ca un trecut,
Incep sa apara norii deasupra noastra,
Astept cu nerabdare clipa cea de soapta.
Un dulce sunet al fericirii in inima se asterna
Precum un antidot cand e bagat in vena.
Astept cu nerabdare timpul sa treaca,
Sa vina clipa in care totul se transforma.
Trecut de vreme si de orice speranta,
Timpul nu s-a scurs insa, lumea nu asteapta.
Complicat si un total necunoscut apare,
Lumina din suflet si din gand acum dispare.
Se afunda in trecut,
Se transforma in praf purtat de vant;
Coboara usor pe pamantul ratacitor,
Adoarme si ramane usor, neclintit din loc.

the touch of silence under the moonlight shadow

I feel lost,i have nothing around that is real
control is what i need ,the touch of silence
that time has passed it was just a trial
I suffer and nobody wants to care
so i bury myself under the moonlight shadow
where i feel safe and i can be with myself.

And it getting harder by the moment
it feels like i'm running out of time
i can't control my emotions and feeling
what happens now is to much to take
going down, going under, take me far away
space,freedom,a clear mind i need
and i find nobody who makes the pain to go away

The touch of silence, a gentile move
the pain is to much your voice is doom
the heart speaks a language my mind another
i have to chose between the daily sorrow
and to stay with myself in the moonlight shadow.

so i just go away
and leave all behind...

Noaptea...

Lasand in tainele noptii o urma de speranta,
o lume intreaga moare si eu nu clipesc.
dispar in a lor chemare lasand urme ratacite,
purtate de vant si lipsite de orice farmec...
privesc in indepartare, la lumina de la capat;
si astept cu nerabdare prima ploaie de dimineata,
fulgerul, care arata drumul a aparut,
lumea mea dintr-o data a adormit adanc.

Purtat de somn tin cont de orice parere,
Lovesc in suflet unde e tacere ..
Amar si sumbru apare noua chemare
se pregateste un nou drum spre iad
aratand ca o inchisoare a ingerilor.
adulmec mirosul puternic al noptii
noaptea cea vesnica plina de iluzii.
apar si dispar departe in noapte
ca drumul prin desert scufundat in soapte.

o urma pe pamant!

In noapte ma scufund adanc in soapteaud o voce ,
un strigat, o chemare trecand usor,negru peste tot,
e noapte traiesc fara sens o enigma ,rabdare
cheia spre taramul fara de stres fara de moarte.

Te privesc, aproape de orizont
unde lumina cu intunericul se bat,
timpul a trecut urmeaza un epilog,
razboiul a inceput dar eu numai pot.
arzand in foc pasiunea domina noaptea
flacarile sunt singurele ce acopera soapta,
ma adun, ma ridic, si clipesc usor,
am reusit oare sau e doar trecator?

Chem ziua, o lumina alba spre salvare, oare o sa vina ?
astept cu nerabdare, astept chemarea catre paradis,
infinitul ma asteapta ,rabdarea mea
mai exista oare sau e deja moarta?
a trecut usor, fara urma de existenta acel vis
care odata a fost un fir de ata.
Un cuvant astept , dar nu mai apare,
lumina alba apare,dar repede dispare!

" Outside this cage outside my bed
Your voice around my empty head,
I hope for silence, i wish to sleep,
I need no more darkness , i need no fear.
A shadow of the past i see,
the pain again it's killing me
A memory of you, of this so called life,
I really need some help, i need to feel alive.
The stars are no more bright and yellow
My world is now covered in blood and sorrow!"

like a drug!

A thing to say is not enough,
The silence now is like a drug,
It keeps a pulse inside i can't control,
I wish that would be all,
But it's not enough..
What hurts the most i can not tell
I keep it inside where you belong
A view of you a touch i smile
A chance to say it's not over
When you miss when you kiss
I see that image in my dreams
I wish to walk away i wish to stay
Bt i want for you to do the same
To synchronize our thoughts will be okay
That happened to me one day
Like a light that goes directly into my heart
You are my morphine you are my drug.

close to the sun!

I stand i between the moon and the sun
In a dream in a foreign land
With a hope that is not too late
To finally see your real face
The darkness swallows all my memories
I know i need to complete my destiny
Once again i stand up and i see
How all the people are hurting me
As i walk towards the sun
I'm feeling better i know is warm
Believe only in my dreams
Living them not when i sleep
I'm standing between two dimensions
It feels so good like an attraction
I'm wondering how much it will take
For you to carry me away
Not to the dark side not in the moonlight
Only to the sun, to see the sunrise
To achive a destiny, to be forever free.