A thing that is a 50% bad and 50 % good is that I'm very friendly and sociable i know this is a good thing if you see it like this but the worst part is that you try to be good with others and they don't give a dam about you they consider you "nothing" and they treat you like one , when you try to be good with someone but you are not sure how he/she will react you get hurt most of the time , some friendships are just some ghost from the ones that were before, moments,time,location, school can change a friendship, worse? it can destroy it!!! But i don't really care i'm better of without "FAKE friends" ...
So i had some inspiration and i wrote a little poetry about my ignorance for fake friends that i don't care anymore about them even though i know them , excuse me i use to know them now they don't know who they really are so this is kind of a problem here but it's there life we are talking, "The show must go on" for me , but they will pay for that!
I hear a voice inside my head
Every time i think about it
And every second of the day
I wish i could hear nothing
It's an obsession i realize that
But i don't care a dam
I only care about my life
And for all my real friends
It's time to show the cards
No more poker face
And when that moment will come
You should know i will be there
In those seconds of regret
Time will not mater
I's this a dream that i awake
From inside my heaven?
I know what i did is right
You should feel guilty
I can see it in you're eyes
Why you are avoiding me
Inside my head is a brainstorm
Outside i feel so empty
I need somebody in my life
Who will make me feel happy
Words are just some excuses
That i don't want to hear
What i really want is for you
To realize that it's over with me
I really know what i want
I don't care if you know to
From this moment on
There will be no ME and YOU!!!!!!
